Friday, October 31, 2014

The Diagnosis

It was a Tuesday morning, on October 28, 2014 when we got a call from our pediatrician regarding the bloodwork he had requested the day before. I got the call when I was at work and upon hearing the word "critical level", I already broke down. I tried as much to understand other things the pediatrician was saying, but only the word "critical" stuck on my mind. What does that mean? I called Mark who was at home taking care of Olivia to rush her to the hospital. Mark knew something's up but he remained calm. So calm that he didn't even bother telling me that they don't have a car (I brought the car with me to the train station - a 10 min drive from home). Luckily our neighboor was home and was able to drive them both down to the train station. As soon as we got to the hospital, doctors took more of her blood samples and then brought us to his office. Lola and Auntie was there too. "Based on initial bloodwork, your child might have leukemia". And just like that, in a blink of an eye, I knew our lives will not be the same anymore. We knew something was up, but none of us thought it would come to this. We were suspecting severe iron deficiency or anemia, and that a simple blood transfusion will help solve the problem. It was more than that. Second bloodwork results came and it confirmed that she does have leukemia. And so the journey begins...

People often ask what were the signs. How did we know to bring her to the hospital. Olivia started to get sick the beginning of October. I can still remember exactly how her teachers explained to me that she was not herself that day. She started getting on and off fevers for about 3 weeks. She was noticeably pale too. Now that I think about it, when I look back at her most recent pictures, you can tell she does look ill. I thought she was just losing weight since she's becoming more active and taller, and that she has lost some appetite from her getting sick. I cried looking at some of her not so recent pictures and saw how her cheeks were more chubby and how her face had more color. We have always seen Olivia as a strong girl who knows how to stand up for herself. And for this we know that she will beat leukemia. With prayers she will remain strong and with everyone's love and support, she will remain a fighter. Olivia is our fighter.

6 comments:

  1. Love and miss you Libby! Stay strong, you're a fighter and I can't wait until you're back at school.

    Love, Ms. Megan from Orange Giraffes <3

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  2. Thinking of you and miss you lots Livy ! Stay strong baby girl and we'll see you soon.

    Sending you all our love and lots of hugs !!!!!
    <3 Miss Kelly & the Entire Orange Giraffe Class

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    1. Thank you Miss Kelly and the entire Orange Giraffe Class! She definitely misses everyone in school. When we would watch something funny in YouTube, she would mention that she wants to watch it in school too.

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  3. Get well soon olivi.. Prash would love to play with you and she misses you..lots of love.. Prashvita and her parents.

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    1. Thank you Shoba. Maybe when the weather gets better, we can have a play date for Prash and Olivia.

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